All alone?

12 midnight: The house is quiet. Mummy is still up. Doing what? Pumping.
12.30 am: Mummy is still up. Feeding ashlynn so that she gets the calories while she sleeps. Daddy is fast asleep. When I'm done, he chids me for not waking him up to feed ashlynn. And off he returns to dreamland.
1 am: Mummy is washing all the bottles accumulated the whole day as we were out. And also my pump. After that put them to sterilise so that ashlynn can have clean bottles the next day.

Finally settled down to sleep at about 1.30am.

6am: Ashlynn is hungry. The house is still quiet. Mummyquickly heat up ashlynn's milk. in my heart hoping daddy will wake up to help to feed.
6.30am: Mummy feeds ashlynn. Once done, daddy wakes up and chids mummy for not waking him up. Off he returns to dreamland.
6.50am: Mummy pumps again...

it's now 9am. The house is still quiet. Mummy is still alone. Mummy just washed her pump and ashlynn's bottles. Mummy has sweeped the floor as the floor is so dirty. There is no one else to help with the chores but myself. The floor is full of mummy's falling hair. Mummy wrote this not for ashlynn. But just went to write out what I have been feeling. Coz there's no one else to share these.

Mummy has to do the laundry now before ashlynn wakes up.

The whole cycle repeats...

Mummy